Tuesday, March 6, 2012

A Boy in the Barn


Alone,

Speaks night,

Outside a barn,

A boy,

Dark shivers of cold,

The darkness protects,

Sunlight burns,

But small dust dances,

Like shooting stars,

Longing to hold,

Like the dark,

A shield from fear,

Instead,

Swallowing dust,

And hay,

And soil,

Safe in his womb,

In corners of his gut,

This,

His barn,

Only world known,

For fear of the outside,

Ventures no further,

Then crack given glances,

Through holes,

More dust,

Shimmering in light unseen,

Pulls his heart,

Fear pulls harder,

Dreams of dancing fade,

Huddled in corners,

Forgetting dust,

The little stars and dreams,

Cracks and crevices call,

Seen again,

Dancing light,

Tight rings and rusted hinges,

An exhale of broken glass,

Stinging toes,

Stretched far enough to snap,

Otherwise forsaken,

Push or turn to sand,

A creak felt not heard,

Breaks forth to reveal,

Nothing but stars,

A boy,

A barn,

And dreams of dancing like stars.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Stereo Bridge


This isn't a poem. Maybe visually but not really. Superimpose the two images on top of each other and it is a recreation of stereo photography. With help from Kim.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

The Night

Thrust on me the crushing night,

The bitter darkness cloaked the light,

Awake,

Stealing,

Squirming,

A reeling heart yearning,

Restless,

The night’s scratch from a gnarled oak tree,

Alive, attacks my house and me.

That Night That Cast Breath So Hard

The last of listless eyes that see,

The very thought of you and me,

A broken sound,

A memory burned,

A scattered light,

A stomach turned,

This night that cast it’s breath so hard,

These aching streets and night sky scarred.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Wasted, a nights rest

Wasted, a nights rest

 

 

Lights from passing cars play

Tricks with the Shadows.

Two can play at this game.

 

Lights in my head,

Tricks in my brain,

Two flashes with every heartbeat

 

A beat,

A theme,

A song,

For pain

 

Flash boom-boom flash

Flash boom-boom flash

 

Lightning shooting through my eyes,

Tricks to keep my mind from the pain,

Too much the burden,

 

Lightly press my temples,

Trick myself it is gone,

Two, three, four, five,

 

The day,

The morning,

The night,

Wasted,

 

Flash boom-boom flash

Flash boom-boom flash

 

Light crashes like breaking windshields,

Trick the day into leaving,

Too much, too soon

 

Light ebbs, the pills kick in

Tricking my head,

Tonight I will rest,

 

Into sleep my aching body creeps.

 

 

Saturday, December 19, 2009

The Morning Cast Long Shadows



A Poem Based on a photo by Tomas Sennett, Untitled 1985

The morning light cast long shadows



This morning light cast long,
Calm shadows
On your sleeping face,
I see all that I love
Before your eyes open
That mouth
I loved to kiss,
Still now,
Peaceful,
Pure,
Quiet,
A content expression,
Happiness you feel,
Your heart lighted,
Free from me,

I long to hold you here,
In this peace,
Free from truths
You laid to waste
The night before
You wake
With angry eyes,
Closed now,
Soon to open,
Refusing to see
Anything good in me,
All my shortcomings
Laid out
Like your packed bags,

You sleep soundly in my boxers,
Your needles,
Laid out in arms reach,
Scattered on the table
Like the words
You threw
My records
At the wall
At me,
You will leave
With my ring,
Off
To him
Or away
To her,

Legs splayed out in gesture,
Like a dancer,
Long legs
That pulled me close
While making love
And will carry you
Away from me
To another
To pull them close
While making love.